So, here I am back at NuTang. It's been a while and I have to keep my typing down cause my sister is sleeping in the same room that I'm in. The television is also on, it's Monk. I guess I feel like complete randomness. Oh well. Nate and I are still together. (A little over a year) I know, I'm surprised I havent scared him off. Haha. Tomorrow is Ceci's birthday party, or rather, today. Even though her birthday was in early December. Geeesh, what a procrastinator. I decided to come back and update this thing for a little bit. I'm more of a xanga person. I guess it's cause this place is a little harder for me to get. Maybe xanga is just for dumb people. Haha. Even though, I'm still not an expert on it. I've been so busy. Finals week, soccer, band, people, teachers, Nate. I wish really I could just stay with Nate all the time. But, of course, that'll never happen. I have my permit now. So, that's cool. I havent ran anyone over yet. I can get my license in like June, even though I turn sixteen in March. It seems so far away, and yet, it seems as if half of the school year has just flown by. It doesnt seem like school is almost over. Rather, that it's just starting. When the new semester starts, I wont be able to see Nate as much anymore because we dont have lunch together and our classes are on opposite sides of the school. He's also starting football conditioning, so he's busy with that after school everyday. And in March, I start Drivers Ed. Yeah, it's kind of weird that I got my permit before Drivers Ed, but I wanted my license before I do Running Start. I'm so glad that Nate is going to be playing football. He's so awesome and I know he loves playing. So, that's great. He's so buff and sexy. Heh. :-* I'm just me. I havent really changed at all. i'm the same ol' same. If you ask anybody from seventh grade if I look different, my guy friends that the only difference is that I look "darker". But, that's it. I'd really like to hear, "yeah, you're prettier" or "yeah, you're thinner". But, you know, that'll never happen because my body hates me. I treated it wrong, so now it'll never forgive me and I'll have to live with it the rest of my life. Damn body. :-/ I think this is almost the latest I've been up lately. Usually Nate and I are on the phone until like 1am, but the last couple of weeks, we've been so busy and Nate's sick, so we've been going to bed earlier. But, I think I'm getting used to functioning on less sleep. On school nights I got to bed around 11pm-11.30pm and I get up at 5.30am. That way, I get up as my parents are leaving, so they can make sure that I get up. Then, I dont have to worry about not getting up in the morning. Yeah, I'm a really big worrier. My mom says that she has Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, and I have it too. I guess for me, I worry about whether or not doors are locked or my alarm is turned on for the next day. I have to check things in even numbers. I'll check my alarm clock up to sixty-four times before I can get to sleep. (eight sets of eight) I guess I'm a little crazy. But, everyone has their quirks. Mine just might be a little more severe than others. I think I'm going to look at porno. Hahah, lol, just kidding. But I do think I'm going to stop writing, I'm surprised I've written so much, and start shutting stuff down for the night. I really need sleep for Ceci's party tomorrow. Fun times. Well, I'm out of here.

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So I'm in Montana right now visiting the grandparents. I'll be home on Tuesday. [I got here Sunday night] I really miss Nate. I havent seen him since like last Thursday. :-( But, I havent really been updating this site as much just because I'm stupid and usually can't find out to work everything. But, my xanga site is usually updated to the day; http://www.xanga.com/sombermorose <-- feel free to visit. That's really it. Later. *Sxrii P.S. I really love you, Nate and I miss you!!! xoxoxo

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So right now I'm on the phone with Nate and listening to Rammstein. (German barbie girl is the funniest thing I've ever heard) Oh! that and this one cereal and milk song. That's awesome, too!! I just wanted to leave a small thought: I love Nate so much; check out his site: Mr.bedman -Out

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Sooo.... I'm probably going to be playing soccer with Mercedez team, but who really knows. I was going to ride home with Nate today, but then my parents have to work a game tonight for our churchs' fundraiser. SO, I couldn't. :-( I was going to sneak him over here (hehe) but my sisters had to stay home today. Man, today Nick was all freaking out cause I wore a shirt that buttoned-down, so he kept looking down my shirt. And then he made this big deal saying I had a hickey on my chest. He got Daniel and Ben trying to look down my shirt, too. My day hasnt been all that cool. Hopefully, I'll get to ride home with Nate on Thursday. Cause that would make my week much better. :-D Oh... I mad e a webpage for my band, so check it out: http://www.geocities.com/sarahmuhbuh/band.html <- check it out if you'd like... I'll still be adding photos and stuff, so do what you like. But, I'll leave you with these words: I MISS BEDMAN!!! :-( Out.

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So last night, we didnt have any power until after I got home from school. Thank goodness I was at Nate's house until like 7.30 so it didnt affect me until I got home. But, it still sucked. This morning was hard waking up without any power... GAH! I watched Brother Bear at Nate's house. That movie is pretty funny. I love the Canadian moose. Heh. Today I was supposed to go to Oboe lessons, so I dragged my Oboe and huge band folder around school all day (classes were messed up; 4-3-2-1), it was just really annoying. I wanted to go to the store tonight, but you know why I cant? Cause my sister has soccer practice and both my parents HAVE to go and watch. Neither one of them stay for my sister and I's practice. But, w/e. I'll just go like Saturday or something... when we "have time". I might need to get glasses cause I cant really read stuff like on the board... but I dont know. It might just be my imagination. Man, right now I have a bad ass cold, so I'm going to go. My chronic bronchitis is acting up...

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So, lately it's been weird. I'm tired and school sucks. Heh. I think we're taking up Ricky as our drummer, but I frankly have no idea because communication sucks between Nate and I with Kirstie. She won't talk to Jon about it... but whatever. So, Nate and I's three month anniversary was on 4-20. Isnt that funny? That's also my friend, Chelsea's birthday. That was fun. Lately my parents have been pissing me off because they really have kept me sheltered all of my life. Even now, I'm fifteen years old, and I'm not allowed to be alone at a guys' house. There always has to be an adult. The reason: my parents dont trust me and they think I'm going to sleep with every guy I know. Look at it this way, if I really wanted to have sex right now, I would find a way and do it. It's honestly not a goal in my life right now, so it's not going to happen. I just can't believe that they actually think that. But I had a talk with my mom today, hopefully she'll convince my dad that it's okay. And for the sheltered part, the only time I've been OUT after eleven p.m. is when I was at Chelsea's house. How sad is that? I'm not allowed just to leave the house and wander around the neighborhood or walk to like a store or something. No, I need parental supervision. In a year, I'm going to be able to drive. Once that happens, I will almost never be at home. It really irritates me the way my parents act. I have never even gotten a chance to prove myself. It's just always been no. Gah!!! It's just really made me mad lately. But, besides that, I'm on the phone with Nate right now. Tomorrow I have soccer practice (bleh) from 10am to 1pm. GROSS. I dont really want to go because I have a sore throat and my team sucks anyways. They determined that we're "not ready" for silver, so we're playing rec again. NO DUH! Almost all our good players were chosen for select teams, so they've left. I dont see the point in three hour practices, when we're only participating in a rec. league. I might as well be on my friends' team. (Though my dad wont let me) GERR! I CANT EVEN BE ON THE SOCCER TEAM THAT I WANT TO BE ON!!!! ....sorry I need to go before I break the keyboard.... see ya.

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